So tomorrow this is happening.
I have not been this freaked out and nervous about a race since maybe my first 5K.
So what makes Half Marathon number six so particularly scary?
I have a nagging pain in my right leg that has bothered me since around Christmas. As race day got closer, I decided to take time off from running to see if it would get better on its own. So my peak week of training I did not run at all. The following week I ran a modified training schedule, pretty much eliminating all speed work, and felt uncomfortable but passable. Going into the taper week, I ran 12 miles on Saturday. Felt fine for the 12 miles but my pace is definitely slower. Rested completely until Friday which I used as a test run. My leg still hurts, but I was able run. Today (Saturday) I ran a three-mile shakeout which felt better but not 100%.
I think one of the worst feelings is being unprepared and that is exactly how I feel about this race.
So what to do?
I want to run it because I am cheap and I paid for it.
I want to run it because it is an inaugural race in a town that I love to run in.
It is so disappointing because this training cycle was going so well. The last race I ran in 2013 was a PR that put me on target to PR on this race. That is just not going to happen tomorrow.
So game change, I plan on running for fun tomorrow. If I have to walk because my leg hurts I will. Celebration is a beautiful place to run and I will enjoy my surroundings.
Have you ever decided not to run a race?